Why did you do this to me" Ishani asked. She was sitting on the bed. Her back was resting on the headrest of the bed. In the name of clothes, she had a wearing panty on her body on which sanitary pad were glued for her menstruation. She was covering herself with the blanket as if he had never seen her naked. How innocent she is.

Fuck

Her

Innocence

Alessandro was sitting on the couch drinking his black coffee. His intense eyes were looking at Ishani's naked form. And Ishani was not able to make eye contact with him.

"And what have I done?" he asked in a deep voice.

She gulped. Gathered her courage she said.

"I told you that...I am having my periods and you...

"Fingering, to release your orgasm due to your period and to give you relief from the pain" he spat. No hesitations, no guilt no shame.

"I'm used to pain" she said, looking down.  She remembers how she would cry at nights because of the pain and no one was there for her.

"But I'm not used to seeing you cry because of your bloody periods " his voice stren.

"But you also hurt me" she whispered.

"You think so" he said  and stood up from the couch and moved his steps towards her. He sat beside her and held her trembling chin, making eye contact with her. "Do you know what real pain is, Sweetheart, should I explain baby " His voice was calm. But anger and danger were clearly evident.

"Pain is that in which the body is alive but the soul dies long ago"

"Pain is that which does not let you die"

"Pain eats a person from the inside"

"Pain kills all the emotions of a person, turns him into a living corpse"

"Pain turns a person into a living monster"

"Do you know the pain when something precious is taken away from you right in front of your eyes?"

"You know there is no relief from pain, no comfort, the eyes turn to stone, tears stop flowing."

"If I would have hurt you, believe me, ishani, you would not have been alive till now."

Chilling spine her body listening to all the words he said. She swallowed the resin and said in a low voice."You knew I was on my period then why did you do all that" She closed her eyes. She was afraid that he would get angry and shout at her.

"Open your eyes sweetheart" He said in a normal tone. Perhaps the language of love is not in his dictionary.

She hesitantly opened her eyes and looked into his green eyes. His eyes were as clear as glass. No emotions.But it is said that there is another side of the mirror which is not visible to anyone.

"I don't know how girls are treated during periods, I have never fucked anyone during periods nor have I seen them I did whatever I felt was right, You were in pain and crying so giving you orgasm seemed like a better idea to me, And see, after that you felt relaxed and you were able to sleep comfortably. I am Alessandro Barone Sweetheart, this is my way and it's the way I know it, If I have to be intimate during your periods, I will not hesitate at all, Not every man can pamper his wife, their ways are different and I am one of them, And the most important thing is sweetheart, I am your husband, I have a right over you, Maybe my approach is less emotional and more physical And this is what comes to me too" Ishani was looking into his eyes, listening to his every word or maybe he spoke to her calmly for the first time. The Alessandro she was seeing was different, very different. She was neither afraid nor was she nervous to make eye contact with him.

"But you promised that you would give me ten days' time then why did you come here" she asked.

"Because I wanted to see you" he said.

"It was only a matter of ten days" her voice slow.

"I'm going to die in these fucking ten days" he said.

"Why are you talking like that" She said.

"I'm used to you. I've never felt so weak as I do without you." His voice heavy.

"Kah toh aise rahe hai, jaise humari normal shaadi huyi ho aur ye mere naye-naye pati ho aur inka mann nhi lagta mere bina, mujhse dur nhi rah pate hai, Jabardasti shaadi Kar li aur uper se humesha apni marzi mujhpar thop dete hai" she mumbled in anger.

(He is saying it as if we have had a normal marriage and he is my new husband and he does not feel like living without me, he is not able to stay away from me.got married forcefully and on top of that he always imposes his will on me.").

Alessandro narrowed his eyes. he was looking her face and seeing her mumbling in anger. But a soft rare smile came his lips. But he hides and asked a tough tone "What did you say ".

"N..Nothing " she lowered her eyelids.

I'm fucking Alessandro baby, tumse jabardast shaadi Karna Ye mera  tarika hai, un patiyo ke bare main toh nhi pta Jo apni patni ke piche piche dolte hai, par main apni patni ko har waqt apne saath caahta hu" he leaned over her whispered against her face "Main tumhare ander khona caahta hu, tumhe bas apne niche dekhne caahta hu" A shiver down her body. She feels goosebumps. Her eyes widened in shock.

( I'm fucking Alessandro baby, marrying you forcefully is my way, I don't know about those husbands who follow their wives around, but I want my wife with me all the time I want to lose myself in you, I want to see you beneath me).

"Do you know how to speak Hindi?" She asked. Acted like curious cat.

"There is no language that I don't know" his voice clam and determine. He was watching her reaction how innocently she asked. Right now she knows only half about him.

..........................

Ishani was currently sitting in the garden watching the fun of the little child who was engrossed in his own world. Three days had passed and neither Alessandro had come to her nor was there any news about him. She was confused between her feelings whether she should be happy or sad. This is what she used to say that she was happy staying away from him then why is she not able to be happy. No matter how hard she tries, a small part of her heart still reminds her of him.

"Zack come inside " his mother called him. Ishani looked behind and see pregnant lady.

There was a smile on her face, seeing the mother-child pair, the mother scolded her and the child said sorry. But there was a pang in her heart when she remembered that she did not receive such love in her childhood. But not everybody gets everything.

"This is my daughter and her kid " the head maid said serving the breakfast.

Ishani give a warm smile.

"She has had kids at a very young age, sometimes I worry a lot about her" the head maid said seeing her daughter.

"Where is her husband?" Ishani asked.

"That bastard is a very big horny ass, he didn't even look at my daughter's age and put his seed inside her" the maid a little angry voice.

Ishani split juice her eyes widened. She looked the head maid.

"My daughter was eighteen years old when she was forced to marry him and by the age of twenty-one she became the mother of two children" the head maid said.

"You didn't stop the wedding" Ishani asked.

"No, my stopping won't stop the marriage because he is a commander and works with the king, But my daughter was also not innocent; he made her dance to his tunes after marriage. As a wife, she claimed her rights over her husband and made him agree to her demands. Because the sooner she accepted marriage, the better her future became. Sometimes we should accept things, who knows it might be right for us." That head maid said.

"But he doesn't love me. He has imprisoned me here. He does as he pleases, and I.....

"Do you know who is kept in captivity? The one who is most precious and whom we fear to lose or who we feel will leave us?. And I've looked into the King's eyes for you. It's been a long time since I worked here but I have never seen him bringing any girl to his mansion. Whose eyes were always like stone, there were no emotions, I have seen passion for you in those eyes. I have seen madness and also seen fear. Nothing happens by cursing fate all the time. Who knows, you give them love and everything changes. Please give a chance for own sake happiness " the head maid said and bowed her head and left.

...................

His love was messy, unpredictable, and sometimes even painful, but it was also the most beautiful and profound emotion she had experienced. The words of the maid were going around in her mind, maybe she should move forward in her life. Now Alessandro is her only. Embracing the crazy, imperfect, yet extraordinary love that bound their souls together.

She knew he was difficult to deal with him but the moment she touched his hot burning skin, she felt him softening. Even through he looked like he wanted violence and blood but he still softened her. Only just for her. It made her feel like she had some magical powers in her touch.

She remembers when she got her periods and he came and all that happened between them.  At that time she begged him to please not come again and let her live peacefully for a few days. It's been four days and he hasn't come.And she hoped desperately he wouldn't mess this time. Because if he did. She knew it would be destrucatively.

The love shared with Alessandro was far from conventional, but it was theirs. And she wanted to understand it deeply.

Lying on the bed she is still thinking about him. She has moved away from him but is still trapped in the web of his thoughts. For four days she has only remembered him.

"I haven't fallen in love with him" she whispered.

.................

As Alessandro's car came to hait in front  of the grand mansion. Marco and enzo stood waiting at the imposing doorway. Their faces glistening with sweat. Fully aware of the impending punishment they was about to face. It has been five days since he saw Ishani and his anger is still high and on top of that the theft of the shipment with the Russians increased his anger further.

As Alessandro stepped out of the car and approached Marco, the height difference between the two man was evident. Marco and enzo felt the tension in the air. Their's Breath stopped. And Alessandro's jaw clenched, betraying his intense emotion.

"You know what I feel like doing right now Marco? "Alessandro spoke his voice dripping with violence, not even waiting  for Marco to respond.

"I would kill for a human from at this moment, so I can rearrange all his organs, pull out his guts and strangle him until he's bleeding from every fucking hole in his body" Alessandro's deadly talk sent shivers down Marco and Enzo's body. Causing him to look up at his furious king.

"Sorry King, we don't make the same mistake again" Marco spoke. The fear inside him was coming out on his tongue due to which his tongue was faltering while speaking.

Alessandro take steps towards to Marco. Fear engulfed Marco, beads of sweat forming anew on his forehead. Alessandro gently pressed his palm against Marco's throat and carrasing his breath pluse making Marco tremble, unsure of what Alessandro's next move right be. Alessandro give a devilish look and said "Put your sorry in your fucking ass and he continued " be so greatfull that you're my favourite ".

Than his deadly eyes fell on Enzo. Enough chilling in his spine. He jerked with that and brushed past him and entered the mansion. Leaving Marco and enzo gasping for breath and shaken to his core.

In his office room, Alessandro returned, his mind swirling with conficiting emotion. He had instilled to inside him the gift of control, the ability to push emotions aside and maintain composure but now, that control had been shattered by his little wife's action. He tried to find clam in the bottle of alcohol, pouring its contents into a glass and downing it in a mere seconds. Trying to down the turmoil inside him.

For a person like Alessandro, accustomed to getting everything he desired. Ishani's departure felt like a personal affront. He was a man who took what he wanted. Whether it mean destruction or even killing. But Ishaani had slipped through his grasp, leaving him feeling helpless and out of control. He poured another glass, seeking to numb the restlessness that clawed at him from within.

With trembling hands he put the glass on table and open the drawer and take out drugs pills. He sniffed the pills like hungry. He unbuttoned his shirt, and threw his tie on floor. As he sank into an armchair, his head resting on its back. He wanted to go again bring Ishani back this time or better somehow turn back time and snatch her fucking ten days. He punched the table, his whole body burning with the effects of pill. Why the fuck she said to him, don't come here again. Why the fuck did he granted her fucking wish. It had been a long time since Alessandro had sought help in drugs, but the current situation seemed to deamand it. Drugs helped him, like he ha'd expected. He needed to find clam, to regain control, and the pills offered a temporary escape. He liked to think he was immortal so he wouldn't pay for his sins and fall directly into the hell.But as each moment passed, it felt like hell to him.

...................

It has been a week since Ishani came here. She was happy staying here with the child and the head maid who was a loving and funny person. She would become happy for a moment and forget everything, but the very next moment he would come into her memory. Her heart and mind would become restless at night when she would look outside while lying on the big bed. She was not able to accept the fact that she had fallen in love with him. Even after causing him so much pain, the thought of him was not letting her sleep, she don't know why. Despite not wanting it, tears would start falling from her eyes, which she hated. She had never imagined that a girl living a simple life would find herself stuck in such a big terrible. Her feelings were dominating her, she was thinking about him, she didn't know how he would be. This was the thing that was tearing her heart apart.

"What happened queen " the head maid said.

"Nothing " Ishani's said averted her eyes, while suppressing her feelings.

"Today your daughter and her child are not visible, where have they gone?" Ishani said.

"Oh, they left last night, her husband came to pick her up, her delivery date is also getting closer, that's why" the head maid said politely.

Ishani heart clench. She did not have big dreams; she too hoped for a small, simple family. But her hopes, her dreams everything is shattered. She lost herself, lost her simple cute dreams. Her tears betrayed her and falling against her will. She tried but everytime she fell.

"Can you do some work for me?" Ishani asked politely.

"Sure, tell me" the head maid said.

.....................

After killing his enemies, he came to the mansion. Where in the hall Neena and Bella were sitting for lunch. But Alessandro ignored her descended the stairs but before he walked further he was interrupted Marco's voice. Turning around, Alessandro saw Marco was standing. His body language shouted something is wrong. His brow knitted. Marco swiftly walked to over him.

"Queen..Queen, she is not in mansion, she left in morning " his voiced dripped fear.

Bloody hell, No fucking way.

"WHERE. IS. SHE." He demanded, his voice low to a tense.

"I questioned the guards, no one had any idea where and when she went. We even searched every corner of the mansion but she was not there" Marco spoke.

Alessandro's jaw tightened. Panic surged through him. Where was she ?. Did she intensely leave to escape from his forever?. How could she even manage all that?. What the fuck was going on in her head?. Was all this her fucking plan? Was the ten-day drama an excuse to get away from him?

His emotions surged and distrust gnawed at him. Had she fucking betrayed him. Had she fucking lied to him for ten days. Has she forgotten what happened to her last time? Where will she go? Neither her money nor her visa. And how dare she take this stupid step. Anger began to boil in his blood. He felt an exterme fear of losing her. His nostrils flared, and his knuckles turned white. The tightness in his body take a strom.

"We are leaving, now" he declared. His determination set. He would find her, no matter the depths he had to search.

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