"I..I...I.. don't know" she lowered her eyes. "I don't know how to do anything...and if I can't bear it...I won't be able to do it" her voice low.

"This is my problem little girl" his voice deep and clam. "How to do it, what to do, how to prepare you, leave it all to me,You think you can do something, you just have to manage your endurance because whatever I do, you will definitely have trouble to bear it" he slide her dress on her shoulder, give her kisses.

Ishani closed her eyes. Her toes curled up. Her body reacted the way he touched her.

"I will try my best not to let the beast inside me overpower you because my butterfly won't be able to handle me for the first time, But later I will make you the way I want you to be" his husky voice whispered against her shoulder as he sucked her harder.

She shivered at his heavy words. Was he reassuring or frightening her?. But she wanted to trust him.

Her back arched as he leave her hand,  and lifted her leg and placed it on his waist and rubbed his hardness on her sensitive pussy. His one hand held her ass cheek and other held her nape closer to his.

"You don't know how much I have controlled myself from fucking you, Whenever you are near me my body starts giving up, I lose control of myself and I start sucking and licking you, Still it feels less and it seems like my fucking dick will throbbing" he murmur against her neck and rubbing himself on her.

Ishani's hands circled around his neck and hide her face in his chest. Her body reacted the way he give her sweet torcher. Breath swallowed, eyes half closed. She didn't say anything because his intimacy didn't allow her. 

Ahhhh she moaned, rubbing her legs on his waist. Her nails scratched his chest. She clung to him try to up her hips. Fuck he cursed and pace his hip fast on her. Her breath shuttering, toes curled up feeling a sweet pain inside her stomach and next moment she shuddered in his arms. Breathing slowing, feets slid from his waist. Her eyes closed but suddenly she opened them when he took off her pantie without her knowing.

"Did you enjoy it?" he asked and brought her juicy soaked panty in front of her eyes.

Her eyes became shy and her face turned red. And she avoiding his gaze.

He smelled her panty. Fuck her purely innocence.

"This is our need Ishani, everyone needs this, you and me too, everyone needs this, Everyone's love and care all stops here" he rubbed her panty on her neck and cheek.

She shivered. He licked her skin took between his teeth.

"I don't want you to stay in the corner of the room crying like last time,I don't want what happened last time, this time you surrender yourself to me completely

But… he stopped and looked into her eyes and said, "I'll wait."

Her eyes softened, heartbeat increase a wave of mixed emotions hit her heart. This is new for her. He asked her consent for the first time.

Ishani pov....

"I can see the love for me in his eyes, even if he doesn't deny it. The eyes which used to be full of lust and anger, now have love and concern for me. I can see the one for whom I longed. Whether he accepts it or not, this change has taken place in him and that too for me. He is asking for my permission to move ahead and this has filled my heart with emotions. This is what I wanted, that when I take further steps in life, I should take them with loving feelings. For me this is the moment when he is near me, perhaps even closer and with loving eyes are no less than a blessing.

Yes, I would like to move forward, I am ready. Now I want to laugh, I want to live freely. Now I would like to end the fear of this relationship.

Now there will be a new beginning for me, my life, my identity and now I am ISHANI ALESSANDRO BARONE.

I have now found my identity for which I was yearning.

While looking at him I did not realize when tears started flowing from my eyes.

And these tears are neither of fear nor of sadness, but of a hope born inside me. I pray that this new hope never dies and remains like this forever.

"Why are you crying " he asked.

Her eyes full of tears. Lips pressed together and she shook her head as no.

"Did I hurt you" he again asked.

She hugged him. Feeling a solace in his arms. Like this is her peace .

"What happened princess " he smoothly carrasing her hair and lay beside her take in his arms.

Before she could say anything they heard a knock on the door.

"Who" his voice stren. He didn't like a bit  if others barging his privacy.

"Leave her you fucker Alessandro. One day  She will die surely your under if you are fucking her like this. You didn't do it at night so you started with her early in the morning" Lucia shouted other side of door.

Fucking bitch he muttered under his breath.  And Ishani dig her face in his chest in shaming. Her whole face turned in red.

"She is my wife. I can do anything I want, keep your nose from my mattered and my wife Mrs William " Alessandro's voice irritated.

Ishani peeked and looked Alessandro Whose eyes were soft just now were filled with anger and irritation.

She take a deep breath and said a loving tone "hmmm leave me now I go to......

"Why " his voice stren.

Her stomach dropped. "For washroom " her voice low.

In a swift motion he take her in his arms and goes to washroom. Ishani feeling a joy of happiness because Nowadays he does not allow her to walk on the ground, he keeps her in his arms.

"I can walk" she said meekly voice.

"I know "

"Then why are you carrying me in your arms?" There was a cute little pout on her face as he placed her on the washbasin.

He lean towards her caged between his arms.

"Because I like Physical touch " he said looking towards his face but his eyes only her cute pouty lips.

"Physical touch?" She frown.

Hugs

Kisses

Hands on your thighs

Holding your waist

Pulling you to my closer

Take you in my arms

Hugs from behind So you know how eagerly I want to have you

My body is on top of yours and I rub myself on you

My mouth between your legs

My fingers inside your little hole

And

My......Before he could say anything she placed her hand on his lips to stop him from speaking further.

She felt embarrassed, how could he speak so openly like that.

"You are so shameless" she complain.

"I don't think so. Fucking own wife and talking dirty to her is not shameless. It is pleasurable love " his voice soft but not so soft.

She lowered her eyes and a small smile on her face.

"Take a shower" he said and release her going to outside the washroom.

"Where are you going " she asked.

"Why? You want me to shower with you" he asked a mischievous grin on his face.

"No No No I was just asking you, you are in your boxer only, right? Now you can't go out like this." She quickly clarified, saying.

He took a pouse than said a mischievous grin " Don't worry I don't like showing my view to anyone except my wife".

She blushing.

"I'm going to take a shower" he said.

"Outside"

"No, inside "

"But washroom is one only here"

"There is another one too"

"Where, But I have never seen"

"There are many things that you haven't seen but don't worry, I am going to show you everything  in my way " He winked and out of there leaving her in puzzle confusion.

...................

Ishani came out the washroom wearing a light pitch colured dress Its length was till below her knees and it had half sleeves. She kept her long thick hair open, had moisturizer on her face and a pink shade nude lipstick on her lips.

But she frown seeing empty room. She looked around and then his gaze went to the whole room which was completely clean. The bedsheets, the blankets, everything was perfect.But her eyes were searching for her husband who was not there.

A disappointed pout came to her lips and she walked out of the room and went downstairs. Going downstairs she heard the sound of laughter in the hall and went towards the hall and saw that there were Lucia, Bella and Enzo who were laughing at something.

"Ish, come here" Bella said. Everyone looked towards her.

Ishani felt hesitate and give her a small smile and going towards them.

"You are looking gorgeous Ishani " Lucia winked at her.

"Yeah Aunt is right you looking barbie doll " Bella added.

"Thanks " Ishani said felling nervousness.

"Sit down, why are you so stand?" Lucia said.

Ishani nodded her head and sit beside Bella.

She was sitting beside Bella but her eyes roamed around the entire hall.

"He has gone to the office" Lucia said looking towards her.

"Huh?" Ishani frown.

"Alessandro, he has gone to the office" Lucia again said.

She nodded her head and sit quietly.

"Let's go then," said Lucia.

"Okay" Bella said and stood up.

"Where are you guys going" asked Ishani

"We are going to the orphanage, actually Bella wanted to go and I had some work to do" Lucia said.

"Can I also go with you guys?" Ishani asked softly.

"NO" Enzo, who had been silent till now, suddenly spoke louder.

Lucia narrowed her eyes. Ishani looked at him.

"I mean the Queen cannot go, the King will not like it and anyway she is not allowed to go out." Enzo said not so soft voice.

Ishani looked down feeling low. She knows he is not allowing her to go outside. But her eyes lite up suddenly.

"If I ask them, will you take me along? I also want to play and have fun with small children." Her voice was full of hope.

They looked ishani with suprised eyes and aww moment.

"Ok " Lucia said and dialed Alessandro's number and give to ishani.

Ishani's hands trembling but she courage herself ready to talk to him.

After two- three rings he pick up the call.

Alessandro: what you want now Miss William.  His voice stren.

Ishani swallowed hardly. Her heart pumping. If he gets angry and if she starts feeling scared again. But now he talks to  lovingly. He doesn't even get angry.

She sigh and take heavy breath swallowed her fear.

Ishani: H..H..Hello... she shuttering.

For a second time is froze.

Alessandro: Princess "his voice deep and clam.

A small smile and hope raised inside her listening to his soft voice.

Alessandro: "What happened princess, you want Something ".

Ishani: "I..I...I.. I..  want to go to the orphanage with Auntie and Bella pleaseee " her voice low,scared and pleading.

Everything was quiet for a while. There was no sound from Alessandro, which increased Ishani’s fear and anxiety. Looks like he got angry. It is her fault, she shouldn't have asked for more. He doesn't like her going away from him. Her mind started weaving stories.

Alessandro: "Go".

Ishani felt joy of happiness. She smiled widely.

Ishani: "Thank you so much" she chipped.

The phone cutted. "He said go" she said happily.

Lucia and Bella smile seeing Ishani's happiness but Enzo frown he didn't understand why king let her go.

Ishani, Bella and Lucia go to out of the mansion. Than Enzo's phone buzzed.

"Hlo king " Enzo said.

"Book the entire orphanage. No outsider should be allowed inside. Have the entire road and the area around the orphanage sealed. Announce that the orphanage is closed for today. The orphanage should be surrounded by our guards on all sides, not even a fly should be able to enter inside. I want to be with her every moment. Every moment. Did you understand?. I will not tolerate any scope for mistake" his voiced dripped fear,possisvness

"Ok king " and the phone cutted.

"I have done so many Murdered and gone on so many missions but I have never felt so much pressure as I do today" Enzo mumbled to himself and go behind ladies.

...................

There was a wave of happiness inside Ishani as if she was the happiest person today. There was neither fear nor insecurity in her. A genuine smile was on her face after a long time.

She was so happy that she could not even see the vehicles moving around her.

The convoy of cars following her showed that she is the queen, whose king wants to keep her safe under all circumstances.

They all reached the orphanage where the entire staff was already standing to welcome them. Ishani felt a little nervousness as it was the first time she was meeting someone like this.

They all went inside where a lot of kids were watching them with their small shining eyes. Ishani smiled.

Lucia went to the office to talk to the orphanage owner while Bella was distributing gifts among the children. Ishani stood there quietly, looking at the children who were dancing with joy after seeing the gifts.

Then ishani's attention falls on a child who is standing absolutely quietly and he has no excitement about the gifts. She found it strange that when all the children were dancing with joy then why was he sitting quietly like this. So she thought she would ask him

She went to him and sat on the chair next to him. The little boy felling someone presence beside him, he  looked towards her.

Ishani give him smile and said "hello ".

The little boy looked at her and said a usual tone" hello".

"Hmm, Don't you want gifts like all other kids?" Ishani asked.

"No " the little boy spat.

"Why" Ishani asked.

"Because I don't like gifts." The little boy said.

"But kids love gifts" Ishani said.

"I am not kid anymore. My name is Nikolai and I am ten years old and i am a mature person,not a child who goes crazy for gifts" the scaresem in his voice look like he is not ten like twenty years old.

Ishani suprised but give him smile says "Okey You don't like gifts, but you would love to play, will you play with me?".

Nikolai looked at her than nodded his head. " okay i'll play with you only with you".

Ishani nodded and take his outside the garden where all the kids were playing.

As soon as Nikolai came out with Ishani, everyone was surprised to see him, even the orphanage teachers and caretakers.

Ishani felt awkward when everyone looks at her and Nikolai.

"W..What happened " she asked.

The old woman who was the owner of the orphanage came to Ishani and said in surprise" "Till date, Nick has never come out since he came here. He neither talks to the other childrens nor mingle with them. He just stays in his room.This is the first time he has come out and that too with you, otherwise he doesn't like it at all if someone even touches him."

After listening to the orphanage owner, ishani looked at Nikolai who was standing as if he had not heard anything. His little hand held her hand tightly.

"Come Angel" Nikolai led her into the garden.

"What will you play?" Ishani asked.

"I will blindfold you and you find me" Nikolai Said.

"Okey" Ishani said and sit on her knees.

He took out a scarf from his pocket and tied it over Ishani's eyes.

"Trovatemi subito, Angelo."

Find me now, Angel.

Ishani stand up with a smiling face. She take a slow steps towards him.

BUT........

THAN....

BOOM....

Her body fell with a thud on the green grass of the garden. Pain was also flowing from the eyes along with tears.

'Just a few drops of happiness had fallen in my lap when a storm came and destroyed everything'.

Eyes closed and darkness consume her forever.

"All is finished ".

Everything is destroy.

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